So Fucking Hard (3:43)
In your maddest of dashes
You left some things on board
An antique sewing machine
The plates from your long gone Ford
It’s a sad inventory
One I’m wont to ignore
My least favorite of reminders
I don’t have you anymore
I could make like I don’t care
Or I could play it cool
But its so fucking hard letting go of you
In my saddest of crashes
I woke up on the floor
In the moonroom of our apartment
Sheets for doors
Its a triple-dark story
One I’m wont to ignore
The travails of an ex-Kokomite
Who doesn’t want you anymore
I could make like I don’t care
Or I could play it cool
But it’s so fucking hard letting go of you
Put an ear to Ponchartrain
And close your eyes
He just might reveal to you the big easy surprise
Dive deep for heavens sake
My favorite mothers daughter
Hold your breath and you will spy
A diamond ring under the water
Zanequill [cover art]