Gush (4:30)

I’m dreaming deep again
Of Beethoven’s sweetest wren
When I’m underwing the traffic melts outside

I’m trying to free myself
Put this obsession on the shelf
I’m a little concerned about my mental health

If I gushed and told you everything
Would you stand up run like hell and hide from me?
It’s just these fears that I’ve got- realistic or not
They paralyze the heart of me, I know
Go slow, I know, I know

Wondrous Normandie doll
I’m fixing tea to make you call
But that old black magic
Doesn’t work at all

Stare at you for an hour and a half
Just have to swear to make you laugh
But you’re disappearing and not coming back anymore

If I gushed and told you everything
Would you stand up run like hell and hide from me?
It’s just these fears that I’ve got- realistic or not
They paralyze the heart of me, I know
It’s a sad song but that’s how it goes

Yellow fog is lifting
And we’re mellow waltzing
To the trash on the radio
And I’m fevered willing
I can feel you twisting
Cascading through my code

If I gushed and told you everything
Would you stand up run like hell and hide from me?
It’s just these fears that I’ve got- realistic or not
They paralyze the heart of me
I know… go slow… I know I know