14 Leaves (5:20)

Why the fuck do you do what you do to yourself?
What you feel on the inside makes you
Grab what you do from the outside
Sunshine or suicide

You are the decorator of your dungeon
And it’s your right to chain your heart up
As it is to set your demons free

You blame your house you blame your job
Make your mother culprit
You blame the sky you blame the rain
Cursing puddles won’t you

14 leaves falling
Their brilliant colors all for you
But all you do is think of rakes and messes
14 leaves falling
And you don’t owe them anything except for you

Don’t be afraid to live your life right girl

Amidst the conversation she drags her fingers across her wrists
Life is a fashionable joke in this town
Just ask them
Just look around

You’ve got the curse to complain about infinite things
Curses turn to blessings the moment
You start to live life the real way

You blame your house you blame your job
Make your sister culprit
You blame the world blame the world
For your attitude

14 leaves falling
Their brilliant colors all for you
But all you do is think of rakes and messes
14 leaves falling
And you don’t owe them anything except for you